Sunday, June 11, 2006

ALcoHol


Went to the Virtuoso XIII then want to watch soccer so we stopped by a place where there is a TV telecasting soccer. We ordered a jug of tiger...drank a glass++. Terrible feeling........I alighted at the stop before my actual or usual stop. I wanted to walk a path that I used to walk......everything was still the same.(Ard 2345) This is a v special path to me.....there were happy and sad memories along this path.
It was a short journey yet full of memories......how pathetic I felt I was!!!!!
I.....hated myself. However, when I choose not to hate myself.....I must hate someone else. But I chose to hate myself. I forced myself to do things I don't like or never will do. I forced myself to follow a norm. I forced myself to be happy and laugh. I forced myself never to cry. I forced myself to keep the promises. I forced myself to...........

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