The Past.....this is history!

Long time nv blog sia

2007-06-06T10:44:00.000+08:00

Okay. Industrial Training Program has ended v long ago. Got miss that place a bit, but after i left, got news of Chrysler being bought by some firms and Daimler agreed to the sales. Hence, changing the name to Daimler AG soon. Haven't heard of news that the company had changed the name yet.

Last week of Attachment

2007-04-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

ITP is finally coming to an end.....Will kinda miss DCSEA. Haha...after all I spent 7 weeks there, the people are very nice too. Haiz....going back to school and its the final year. It will decide my fate for the future.....

DaimlerChrysler....Pls Know

2007-03-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

Pls..know DaimlerChrysler. For godness sake, don't tell me DiamondChrysler or DiningChrysler or what sort of thing you think it is. DaimlerChrysler is in AUTOMOTIVE Industry and pls don't ask me what is that. Manufactured cars. What Cars? Mercedes-Benz.....and the moment you heard this...your tone change.

Today, I called a K**** L*** Engineering Pte Ltd and got 1 v smart person answer. And I v politely introduced myself and state my purpose and she tells me what is DaimlerChrysler. And ask me what we do. How ignorant this person is. So I tells her, we are in the automotive industry and she again asks me what is that. So I tells her, we make and sell Mercedes-Benz and she said Mercedes-Benz is make By Cycle & Carriage. And say I'm an con man. OMG. She is so smart. Thumb up for her!!!!

The smartest person I have ever met.....so HENG right?

Self-Selecting TimeTable

2007-03-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

What is Self-selecting TimeTable? This is a very tough thingy, don't know what it is either.....they never explained or I didn't went for it....and they expect us to know what we are doing. Some crazy bastard.....just can't stand the school. Always want us to make choices and yet the choices sucks. How to choose?

Then still got no attachment people, we enrolled twice. We don't even know whether we are going for attachment so how. All of us enrolled twice or what?

I think I'm too dumb for this complex system.

God, SAVE me ah!

Result !!!!!

2007-03-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

OKay...got my result since yesterday. Was pretty satisfied with it, so can't really complain about it. And incredible, how did 4D gets to know my result. Who told u sia? V bad ar...that person....

Anyway...i asked so many people, yet no one tells me what they get sia...haha..don't know why? Everyone seems to be hiding, when I don't hide.....all of you guys hide. WTH. Don't hide le....all of you come out le....

But finally can sleep peacefully....attachment everyday. DAMN BORING lor....don't know why everyday ask me do the same thing. And is like calling dog like that...go here go there....

F*** Lor

Release of result

2007-03-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

NP result will be released tml sia...just hope that i don't do too badly.

If i really did bad, perhaps I'll have to start thinking about where i should be heading. I'm just confused sometimes...perhaps I (we)'ve study for too long that I (we) lost our direction.

For the ship, the light house is the guide for them in the aimless sea during the night.
For explorer, the North star is the guide for them in the deep forest during the night.
But for me, where is my Lighthouse/ North star?

Lyrics for K - Only Human

2007-03-11T20:04:00.000+08:00

Lyrics by Osanai Mai

Sing by: K

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go forward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

Credits: http://www.cherryblossom-garden.com/

Broke.....

2007-03-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

I'm broke....declared broke. I don't have money liao....overspent again...ever since the day I overspent...it never starts...I think cannot stop lor....

Spent and spent...ARGHhhhhhh.......

No worries

2007-02-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

WAO....now my Cbox is full with words of encouragement!...

THANKS

NO worries...I will be back to normal soon.

kind of busy cause of attachment, stuck in the HR department....got lots of data to key in....type and type and type....

typing is my life...

Trapped

2007-02-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

I'm trapped! When I thought I was free from everything...all of a sudden i noticed that I'm actually still trapped within it. It haunts me everyday 24/7.....I cannot do anything about it. "Memories! "

I'm lost.
I'm tired. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know whether I'm doing/going the right thing/way. I'm trying so hard but I'm really tired....I just feel that I'm not myself anymore. I wonder whether I'm fit for studying or not. I try so hard to fulfill all promises that I made. I try not to PS anyone. I try to cover up my mistakes. I try and try and try.....But sometimes, I'm just too tired! I often look at the mirror and ask, " Is this really me?" I look at my past photos and see that smile and I asked, " Can I really smile like this again?"

I look around myself and I see nothing left.....everyone seems to be living in a different world. Everyone has friends but I don't think I have any left....I hate and I'm afraid of being alone.

ITP starting soon......

2007-02-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

I think most of the NP ppl will have their ITP tomorrow....but only a few will be starting at a different date.

I only know those working in DaimlerChrysler is starting on 26 Feb. Looking forward to it.......

Going to watch 1 litre of tears......

Why bother?

2007-02-19T10:36:00.000+08:00

Dap...why do u even bother !!!

Who cares you are real or fake....the real will know the right stuffs while the fake will only know the fake stuffs. The fake cannot be the real...so why you bother abt it....

Hope everyone is enjoying it....this year spent my CNY most the time @ home...which is v. weird and boring...TV nv show anything nice...everyday play XBOX 360 also sian...(Coz no games) then I'm trying to watch Taiyou no Uta and 1 Litre of Tears.
And Finally after 1 day of non-stop watching....I've completed Taiyou no Uta.

fight at the cbox

2007-02-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

wao seh.....Y now got fake and real thingy...who is the real one..i think no 1 know except themselves.

Exams R coming!!!

2007-02-05T11:42:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming...this means holiday is not too far. But this time...no holiday...got ITP.

7wks ITP - 3 days....cause first 3 days no need work. PPL nv open sia....so good.

Trying to watch 1 litre of tears & Taiyou no Uta...(Both J Drama) ...buy v long liao haven't watch it...going to take it out after exams....

NP Open House

2007-01-20T12:23:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of NP Open House....got many many things you can see....even for existing students . And I look at my CBox, omg...so many many funny people. Haha......

BoA 's latest album is out so as YUI 's latest single.....

Yui - It's Happy line

2006-12-31T12:14:00.000+08:00

This is her first song she wrote and she sang and got through the SONY audition

Who am I living for?
The cloudy days pass me by.
This weakness, this pain:
Do I feel all of it, or just a little?

I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost, yeah, yeah
Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

What should I believe in?
My life flies past me and I don't even know it.
No matter what the night brings,
Please, don't frown.

Everyone has happy faces and voices,
I wonder if I can see them.
But even if I can't laugh, yeah, yeah.
I've found my courage at last.
I saw your red eyes and I tried to laugh.
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost, yeah, yeah
Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

YUI

2006-12-26T15:09:00.000+08:00

A young Japanese singer, she got a very nice voice. She is only 19 this year. Got many nice songs, and recently the opening and ending theme song for the famous Anime Bleach is sang by her; 'Rolling Stars' and 'Life'

She got a movie as well, Taiyou no Uta AKA Midnight sun.

2006-12-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

My birthday present
Thanks for the present.....

Watched Death Note 2: The Last name

Cannot twice in a row.....will got heart attack and die. But to realize I have not met you guys for so long. Time really flies, 2years just passed like this. All of us still look the same......hahahaha.....

Merry Xmas

2006-12-25T10:09:00.000+08:00

Its Xmas again!!! To moi.....I don't really like Xmas.

The year is coming to the end again.....celebrate with the one you love, the one you cherish, the one...that very one.

Perhaps 1 day, I will learn to like Xmas. Anyway, Merry Christmas and a Happy New year.

BoA 5th album: MADE IN TWENTY(20)

2006-12-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

2007.01.17 on SALE!!

XBOX 360 to go or to stay?

2006-12-23T12:53:00.000+08:00

Xbox 360, whether you should stay or you should leave?

If you stay, I'm going to burn a hole in my pocket. If you leave, my pocket will be full.

If you stay, I'll have another source of entertainment. If you leave, I'll be stuck with my computer only.

If you stay, how my PS3 got space. If you leave, PS3 may have the chance to come.

AIYOYOYO.....what should I do? Someone save me......!!!! Tell me what.....???

American Pie 5 : The Naked Mile

2006-12-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

Those who had watched all the previous 4 movies cannot miss the fifth movie.

Don't miss the American Pie series!!!
Definitely v. funny movie but not advisable for little kids.

Latest Albums

2006-12-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ayumi Hamasaki: Secret

羅志祥 : SPECSHOW

Funny Videos

2006-12-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

A very funny Japanese's English video : Click here
(Although a bit old but quite famous)

Star Wars: Darth Vader is a pussycat : Click here

Lord of the Rings (Hokkien Version) : Click here

kongKongSEA + Pirate king Online

2006-12-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

NEW ONLINE GAME: KongKongSEA
Official site: Click here

Haven't try out this game so don't know whether it is nice or not?

Another Online game: Pirate King Online
Official site: Click here

This game has been around for awhile. Played before, it is kind of like RO and ROSEON.

Death Note 2: The Last Name

2006-12-16T12:45:00.000+08:00

Up coming must watch movie

Click here for the trailer

A different plot from the manga, so those who had completed the manga can still watch this movie.

Common test.....

2006-12-03T10:15:00.000+08:00

Sch of BA

PMK then IEF then OM then AAA then EC then Holiday......but got many projects need to submit on January. So must work hard now...then later can rest a bit. How to become rich? Can anyone tell me? I need lots of money....so I can buy many many stuffs......

Christmas is coming.....need to find something to do.....need suggestions.....

This is Life!

2006-11-25T11:32:00.000+08:00

Recommend Video:
Hokkien Star Wars

(My cousin told me about this lor) Kinda of funny....but v. short!

If life v boring, can go mrbrown.com and download & listen to the podcast....most of it v. funny!
Recently, I don't have anything to write abt it. And Haven't been updating alot thing.....after my common tests...maybe I will update.

2006-10-22T10:58:00.000+08:00

TAIWAN PARTY BOYS 之嗶嗶人

Funny Video. Recommend everyone to watch....if got chance, perhaps can do 1 ourselves as well.

Countdown to the Clasico kick-off

2006-10-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

Computer was down

2006-10-14T13:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, the computer is up again. Try to repair but just can't. So Format the whole drive and lost everything inside my drive. Kinda of sad, got lots of stuffs inside. Since, the COM was down so I wasn't able to update the stuffs in the blog. Ok

Something to watch

2006-10-01T10:35:00.000+08:00

Found this flash video kinda of cute and nice: Click here to view

IS enrolment

2006-09-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today is IS enrolment day for Second Year BIZ ppl. Terrible thing, early morning and I received call of people telling me that he left with no options except what self-expression: Drama and Poetry. OMG.

Anyway, hope everyone got what they want. If not, try appealing.....

Birthday last FRIDAY

2006-09-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

79th Birthday

5 of grandsons + 1 Grandfather. All of us have the same surname le.....haha...
(Got 4 more never came.....)

The number of candles on the cake is wrong, coz thought it was the 80th birthday. But nevermind, 80 is a better number than 79.
Happy Birthday!!!!

Death Note

2006-09-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

Bonjour

This is upcoming movie that I want to watch. Death Note; I'm going to buy the Manga as well. It is really a cool movie and manga to watch. I've got a trailer below. A movie about genius VS genius, both using their brain like crazy.

Death Note Movie Trailer (English Subtitles)

Another Post.....

2006-09-23T08:20:00.000+08:00

Bonjour! Been a while since I last posted something at this blog. Also don't know what to post. But I check the time-table for next semester. Not sure whether there is any changes in the class or not but hope not la. Keep changing v. tiring.

Yesterday, my grandfather celebrated his 79th birthday. Yeah!

So whats have been everyone been doing? Spending this holiday in the fashion you want?

This is my new shoes, bought @ $76. It usually cost around $109, lucky I found the correct shop that offer me a discount.

Nothing to post

2006-09-16T09:14:00.000+08:00

Bonjour

Go on to supermars.com for other taiwan's singers blog.

<---Show (羅志祥) 's Blog: www.stage-show.com

Recently got nothing to post, maybe due to my sickness. Will try to post something nice.
Anyway, anyone want to watch 911 documentary movie on 4 oct. Got 3 tickets to give.

Jolin (依林)'s blog: www.hijolin.com--->

Result released.....

2006-09-15T09:36:00.000+08:00

Today, woke up 6.30am to check my result. Stare so hard at the screen, my result dropped. But what can I say, at least never drop to a stage that I must give up hope. Must work harder and harder.... still v SICK. Cough until v jialat.....cannot take it.

Sick

2006-09-14T11:04:00.000+08:00

Bonjour!
I'm Down with a Flu!...Don't know why and how I got this Flu.
Anyway, Result will be release tml. Hope everyone did well.....

Happenings @ PS

2006-09-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

Bonjour! I was working as promoter at Plaza Sing and there was this KC Funtasy, celebrating Kids company 6th Birthday. Lots of happenings and people. Below are some pictures that I took using my HP.

Look at the crowd!

Patrick is here!

Sponge Bob....

Spore Idols were there as well.

Foods ate during Comex 2006

2006-09-04T10:49:00.000+08:00

Day 4, 3 sept 2006 (Last day of Comex 2006)
Orange Julius, Quene down there fore 45 mins just to get a chili-melt dog + a strawberry drink.
It cost around $4.95, it was kind of nice except the quene was pretty long.

Day 3, 2 Sept 2006
Ate at Baba King, some Nonya Deli. This is the only place where is not crowded. But it was very expensive.

Baba king; this is the Nasi Lemak set I ordered. It cost around $5.90. Look at the amount of rice they gave. Feel cheated and really sad!

This is the table at the food court.

Day 2, 1 Sept 2006.
This Pork burger or bun is ordered at a Macau Deli. It is really small, and cost around $3. But it was pretty nice.

This is the quene no. I got for my Pork Burger or Bun lor. You can tell how crowded it was.

Recap of Comex 2006 DAY 1

2006-09-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

Day 1, this is how the booth I'm working at look like. Haha. Look rather okay!

Selling Anti-virus Software at $39 and you get a free BOTTLE.

Online Anti-virus selling at $8.90. Sales for the first day was really bad, very jialat!

Last day of Comex

2006-09-03T09:16:00.000+08:00

Bonjour!

I posted this before going off for work. Today is the last day of the Comex 2006, 9-10hrs more before everything end. Hard work for 1 more day and it will be over. I'll try to stay awake tonight and update this blog. The calendar is wrong, and the picture of the day hasn't been change and photos taken by me during my working time at the Comex 2006.

Comex 2006

2006-09-01T08:26:00.000+08:00

Bonjour.
Just woke up, was planning to post yesterday night but was too tired.

Working at Comex 2006, my booth was that "great" compared to other booths. They got a standard shirt while us; wear our own clothes and start selling. Although, it is ok but it just isn't right. Addition, my commission is really low, very pathetic.

Saw many NP'people there as promoter sia. Most of big companies, except me, from a small company and hid an 1 corner.

Soon I will post up pictures I take during the work time. I'm off to work soon. Salut!

Off to the market

2006-08-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

Woke up early, went to the market with my Mum. Had a bowl of fish ball noodles, then went off to shop in the market. It has been a while since I went to market. (Around 5 wks ago)

Everything stil seem to be the same, the shop and the people selling. Nothing change much, ok, then I took this picture. It is cucumber and some aunties buying vegetables, I must say it was really a mess.

Very crowded. Full of people.....People push and touch here and there.

Found Xiao Zhu's blog: www.stage-show.com

Monday

2006-08-29T11:17:00.000+08:00

Bonjour!

Was out looking for jobs and found 1 job that work for 4 days, the pay is rather low but can't ask for much. On my ride home, took the photo of this annoying little boy. Don't be mistaken that someone is bullying the kid. Instead it is the other the way round, the kid is walking up and down and the poor father was afraid that he may fall, so he was pulling his shirt and walking behind him all the time. POOR father got bullied by his son, the world is changing. Perhaps next time, we will see a dog walking the owner and not the owner walking the dog.

Here is the link to a funny video by someone: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrR0wy9jqB8 (HAHA)

pAin

2006-08-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

Teacher's day is reaching soon, isn't it? Ex-students are going back, but why don't I have a place to go back. That place and that memories are all gone. I can't turn back anymore, I can only look and walk forward.......

Don't know why I titled it as Pain for this post as well....perhaps I'm feeling the pain. Haha. Lots of thing are there in the world remain a mystery to me, I can't figure out. There isn't any logics for it. Is there?

Anyway, I find something here: http://peekvid.com/

This blog will be changing its look soon....after I figured out the new coding.

After CMA Paper

2006-08-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

BonJour!

The semester had ended. Phew. Finally! I'm desperately searching for Temp. JOBs, I need money. If any has some lobang or whatever, can try contacting me.

After CMA paper, went down to orchard for lunch & Movie. (I'm the 1 that takes the picture so I'm not inside.)

The lunch was pretty ok expect that there were too many sweet stuffs. Can't take it!!! Then went for a movie, don't have much choice to choose, so went to watch "Snake on the plane" Snake on the plan is really snake on the plane, if you are going to watch this movie. Be prepared to see NC16 stuffs inside the movie!!

And btw I have uploaded some videos at Youtube.com, if any of you are free. You can try searching "FMGT project."

Thursday

2006-08-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

A terrible day.....HRM exam. Holy shit, I'm not sure is whether the paper is hard or I'm just too stupid for it.

HRM IS OVER :(

Whatever, since it is over then stop thinking about it. 1 more to go and its holiday and fun! YAHOO! (Not supporting Yahoo or what)

During my holidays, I will find something funny to do......HAHA

Wednesday

2006-08-23T15:41:00.000+08:00

A break from 2 days of Exam. And now I'm taking a bit of the time out to post something.

I'm sure, no matter where you are, as long you are a living person, I'm sure you know that there are lots of people dying, no matter is because of wars, accident, terrorism, illness or natural.

People are dying!!!!

These people, they maybe people close to you. When some one close to you dies, you feel sad and the strong pain. What about a stranger? You don't feel slight thing when they pass away? Why can't people in the battlefield or terrorist see that what they are doing is taking away someone's else love. And that someone is maybe some one close to you!

Bullets are meant to take away love! Is this true?Perhaps!

There are occupation like doctors trying hard to save people yet there are soldiers or terrorists taking away life so easily. HAIZ

Been a While.....

2006-08-17T13:37:00.000+08:00

Bonjour! Haha.....

It has been awhile since I last posted here....around 2months. My french journey had ended (perhaps), I don't feel like continuing but not sure whether I will change my mind or not.

Exams are around the corner, next week 21 August. Studying and studying...Just can't stop thinking about it. Finally, take a break and so decided to post something here. Someone sent me a sms, it is something simple yet interesting.
"Stressed" & "Desserts" are linked, they have a relation. They are mirror image of each other.

Feel like buying Xbox 360 but no money; HAIZ. Je suis perdu!

All the best! Holiday will arrive once the exams are over. Just like, dawn will always come, the sun will always shine after a storm.

Although I know no one reads, but I still want to write. Cause everything and everyday only happens once, It is precious.

Last time....

2006-06-13T10:52:00.000+08:00

This is the last time I'll be haunt by my past.

Secondary School life had passed 2years, I'm in Poly for the seond yrs yet I can't help thinking of the past. What should I do? I think I'll type all my memories here and leave it, I'm going to lock/seal up all these memories.

I joined deyi@2001, I went in that school alone. None of my primary school mates were there. I was in 107, I knew none of them. The first few weeks were pretty hard to pass but the rest was enjoyable. I mixed and hanged up with a group of friends, (Wang Peng, Alvin, Wei chuan, Qing Hong, Joshua, Chee wei, Pius.) We were good friends and we did everything together till end of secondary 4, although all of us in different class. These were the friends from 107 & 207. ( Now we are no longer friends(perhaps)I did something v terrible to them.)

Then I went on to 309 in secondary 3, I went to that class with 2 other guys (joshua & vincent) And as for the rest of the class, I knew no one. But we quickly bond together and all the guys were together. Secondary 3 & 4 life pace was pretty fast, everyone was rushing for the Os. However, there was 1 lesson which 3 guys told rubbish. The chinese lesson, 3 of us (Me, Joshua, Jin wen) will chat through the lesson. Os arrived and result was released, both of them did better than me and went ahead with their own plans while I have to replan everything.

3months in JC, I went to MJC while all my friends went to NYJC, SRJC,AJC...etc. None of my close friends went to MJC. So I was alone again. Every morning in MJC was a torture and a nightmare. I knew no one in school and no matter where I stand, I felt awkward and out of place, It was terrible. Even when I got a class 05S211, it was still the same. Although I got friends (Ronald, Bing Long , Norris) and we did lots of stuffs and got into troubles together. One of them was: We asked everyone in the class to skip math lesson, and almost all the guys skipped the lesson and we got caught. The next day, we were asked to apologize to the teacher and seek for forgiveness.
Now the two of them are still in MJ but I'm no longer in MJC. I spent a fun and interesting 3 months there and Ronald, Bing long and Norris, they were great friends.

Jun Ren, one of best friend, who lived near me. It has been awhile since we last chat. We used to chat lots of stuffs as well but now, perhaps you are busy with your stuffs. Or Maybe I did a terrible thing to you and you can't forgive me.

There was this girl who I really liked, but guess its time to let go and forget about it. I'm always watching her back, don't know when did I started staring at her back. I'll always take the long route to go home just to stop by her block. I still give gifts to her but no reply at all, haiz. Standing aimlessly at the block and looking at it, just praying to be able to see her. I heard that she doesn't like people who smoke, fight and scolding vulgarity.

Joshua, you told me this before,You hoped that we can remind like this even after we graduated from Deyi. I'm sorry but I destroyed this hope of yours. I can't turn back anymore or rather I don't want to turn back anymore. Perhaps everything went wrong from the time the Os results was released. I've never imagine or dream of myself going into a Poly but right now I'm in a Poly. Even though 1years had passed in Poly but I still can't help thinking that why am I in a Poly.

Byebye.....all these memories, They were happy moments at that time but now it had become sad memories for me. I got to throw them away or else I will have to carry on my life with sadness every night. And I'll have to wake up every morning, blaming myself for all the wrong things I have done.

No Hp......

2006-06-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

Left my handphone @ my friend's house (10 blocks away from my block) today is the second day without my hp..wonder got anyone Msg or call me or not.....haha. Sorry to those who is trying to contact me urgently.....

But who cares.....I got the channel for World cup, I will just stuff myself with world cup matches....ARGH!!!!......Netherlands and Italy.....I support these 2 countries. And I'm anti-ENGLAND, they sucks. For the opening match, they had to win by an own goal.......

So don't try to contact me ....u can try contacting me after 6pm cause maybe I'll go and take back my HP.....

ALcoHol

2006-06-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

Went to the Virtuoso XIII then want to watch soccer so we stopped by a place where there is a TV telecasting soccer. We ordered a jug of tiger...drank a glass++. Terrible feeling........I alighted at the stop before my actual or usual stop. I wanted to walk a path that I used to walk......everything was still the same.(Ard 2345) This is a v special path to me.....there were happy and sad memories along this path.
It was a short journey yet full of memories......how pathetic I felt I was!!!!!
I.....hated myself. However, when I choose not to hate myself.....I must hate someone else. But I chose to hate myself. I forced myself to do things I don't like or never will do. I forced myself to follow a norm. I forced myself to be happy and laugh. I forced myself never to cry. I forced myself to keep the promises. I forced myself to...........

Late for Test

2006-06-09T13:53:00.000+08:00

Woke up and found out is 8.30am in the morning......rush out of the house. Started running towards the taxi stop and found it full of people. Rushed off to the other side of the road....tryin' v hard to find a cab but luck wasn't on my side. Then when i cross the zebra-crossing...got 1 taxi then i try my luck and yes...it stopped. Sit inside the taxi and told the uncle, I was in a rush. Then rain start pouring.......it was really heavy. Can't even see the traffic well yet the Uncle was driving 90Km/h ++. The Uncle was listening to Yes933, and I, looking out the window. Praying hard that I'll reach on 9. Reached the exam hall on 9am....went in and then sat down and My tutor came over and said," So late ar!" During the journey, I kept thinking back of events that happened 2 -3 years ago. It was terrible.....I wonder why. Anyway, can't possible stop my time at 2-3 yrs ago. If I really did stop my time, everyone will be vvvv ahead of me. What am I looking for exactly? Who and what will I become after 10 years......without my knowing....17 years had passed and I looked back. How come I change so much? Is this the real me?

Long time nv blog....

2006-06-07T12:44:00.000+08:00

Bloggin' during common test week....abit weird. Now is in the afternoon, 1242pm.

Hot weather out there.....have been remembering things that I shouldn't....just couldn't shake them off my mind....." Why is it so hard to forget"

HaizZZzzzz....... realise my own mistakes is the biggest regret and mistake in my life.

I just can't let go of it....I don't know what is the reasons, but I just can't let go of (________).

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Thoughts for the last 2years:

Why did you want me to keep such promises?

Why did you leave me behind and left on your own without telling me?

Why did you have to tell me....if you keep it as a secret...I won't be in such a terrible state.

Why are you showing off infront of me....just F**K off......

Why did you stab me at behind? What did I do?

Why am I alone?

Why? Why? Why!!!!!

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Why did I blame everyone when I'm in fault? Why did I chase all my close friends away? Why?
I don't know what were the reasons, but the fact is that everything & everyone is gone....those I cherish v much. I'm alone now, not because they left me is because I chased them away. Hahahaha.....

Pain!

2006-05-01T09:21:00.000+08:00

Broke my toe again!!!...Won't be walking normally for a 2 weeks this time. Sch starts and we got tutorial and lecture. And somemore Lecture 45....i wonder how am I going to walk there. SianZzzz.. Btw...to Naruto Fans....the second movie is available for download at Dattebayo. Support Naruto....Support Dattebayo!!!

NP start today!!!!

2006-04-24T09:09:00.000+08:00

Okie..finally after a long break, Poly is going to start soon. Last week, sch of BA had its BAOC for the Year 1 and I was 1 of the SB. Bombastic Mombasa.....in Mombasa 8!!! 3 days of thingy....v tiring due to champions league matches in the morning. Barca and Arsenal won and are half a step ahead towards Paris.

TB27 is my new class......and heard some bad news(RUMOURS) from justin about our class. Kai should be vvvv sad and disappointed. Lesson starts on 2pm for the first day and it is up in the hill top. LT 45.........ARGH!!!

Your Colour

2006-04-13T11:17:00.000+08:00

Your Colour- Translation

Within this vast world,
I met you that day and fell in love.
Even though I thought that up until
nothing is really improving.

I'll tell you at the end of today's setting sun...
Why are my tears...

Even on the evenings we can't meet,
I start to feel so uneasy.
I'll protect the things I love,
it's the first time I've felt this,
the night of your color.

I've fallen in love with you, even though I don't know the reason,
even though I've also never thought about it.
but the first time I met you, I've realized
the implications of love.

The times we spent together is passing by quickly.

Even during the times I'm unable to meet you,
my tears slowly flowed down.
Even up until now its been so painful on me,
because truthfully from my heart you're precious to me.

The waves of time are approaching
our sandcastle of happiness.
Bit by bit I'll face my anxieties,
I definitely won't be defeated.

Even during the times I'm unable to meet you,
I have to try to be this strong,
I'll be all right because tonight...
...I'll meet you in my dreams.

Even on the evenings we can't meet,
I start to feel so uneasy.
I'll protect the things I love,
it's the first time I've felt this,
the night of your color.

No power for 6hours

2006-04-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

Today no power since early morning....changing of wires and don't know what la.....

My Cough + Flu + Sore throat are recovering soon....and heard some good news from my friends in MJC la....haha...happy for him. Ronald well done!!!.....And I promise him that I will go down to MJC on Monday to watch MJC play against NYJC.....he told me that MJC had beat Hwa Chong in the first round....OMG...no wonder they are the last year champion.

MJC VS NYJC

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Time: 5pm - 6.45pm

Venue: MJC field/ Gallery

And Poly is starting soon....heard SP and NYP starting on Monday also.

Ngee Ann poly. will start on 24 April, 1 week later than them. Goin' to a new semester and a new class....everything new expect the school itself la. Recently, kept listening to BoA's songs...also don't why...don't understand a single word yet I'm listening. Ok....here is the latest single of BoA.

Images taken from http://www.boajjang.com/images/discography/yourcolor-cds-jpn.jpg

SICK!!!

2006-04-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

Sick....having flu + Cough + Sore throat = SICK!!!!!

Chalet is over....and I'm sick.....

DNUOF DNA TSOL

2006-04-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Finally I have read this book <绝代双骄>. Chalet is coming and perhaps a 1 for us to remember. This TB31 will be gone and a new Tb31 will be there. The class number or letter may remain but the people inside is no longer the same. Tb31 of 05/06 will be gathering a last chalet, haha....perhaps a 1 as the member of Tb31 before we all go to our own class. Maybe this is Poly. so it is the way of it and we got to get used to it. But really don't know why they want to change class, don't they know it requires time and effort to build relationship and gain knowledge of person around us. Haiz....

#%^@!$^@%^@^*&!

2006-04-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

April 2, forgot about April fool but at least it is a good thing. If I didn't forget about it, don't know who will be my victim la. But this time round, I didn't spent my day really good. Broke my right toe, OMG, Really pain sia but doc. said will recover in 1week time so don't need to worry about it. Then the La Liga Classic ended up as a draw as the effort of Ronaldo + Casillias spoilt the pre-party of Barca. Then Just now got Campus Superstar Final, ZhiYang won the competition. He sang well, so thumb up and he deserved it la. 4-5 April got CL matches again, no need to sleep again.

Tiring nites

2006-03-30T09:15:00.000+08:00

2 days of CL night....almost die of tiredness. Only slept for a few hours for each day, OMG.....Watched football from 2.30am - around 6.30am. Firstly watched the Live telecast then the delayed telecast. So I have watched all the 4 matches. Arsenal and Juventus match was a shocking one, didn't expect Arsenal to win. Anti-Arsenal........Barca and Benifca was the funniest and frustrating match, already very open and empty liao yet both side none can scored. Especially Barca, cannot beat the terrible GK. Lyon and AC milan was a nice match but Milan wasn't in their best form and Lyon was without their No.1 set piece taker, Juninho. Inter and Villareal was the best of all. 42 sec. and Forlan scored a goal and the next minute, Adriano came really closed but the ball was clear by defender before crossing the line. 20 minutes, Adriano finally equalize. The match was sensational.

Going back to sleep for awhile then going for a swim, hope I don't get drown. HAHA.....

Boring life

2006-03-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

???-26 march...don't know what the hell I have been doing. Time just passed like this and I feel like wasting time. Don't know what should I do also, perhaps I should get something interesting and start doing. Or not should help out in house chores, haha.....have been sweeping, mopping the floorand hanging of clothes recently. Haizz....Then on Saturday, I saw a girl who match the type I liked...got that cold look on her face. Then decided to stalk her then after a while think that it is kind of foolish then walked away and went home. Should have at least asked her number or name, hmmm....regret....just hope can see her again. Haha......

RESULT + ................

2006-03-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

Today 24 march 2006, result is being released at NPAL. Woke up at 7am and then turned on the com. and logged in to NPAL and saw my result. It is much better than last sem. Phew. Then went for a swim at the swimming complex again. 50 cents for 2hours, quite worth it. Came back home for lunch, took a 30mins nap before going out. Went to Bugis, shop for awhile then walked to Sim Lim and bought some stuffs. Was looking for games to buy but in the end couldn't find any that I liked so went home. Then saw my friend, talked for a minute and left. Then came back home, went to see got nice comics or not then went home opened letter box and saw a bill and NP mail. The result slip was mailed to us, opened it and let my parent see.

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2006-03-21T11:00:00.000+08:00

一场雨把我困在这里你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
我不相信你不是故意的却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
我不忍心也不想背叛你唯有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去那怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息总会有一天
你会相信我我爱你
一场雨想念你在我的心中绕不可比拟哦~耶
你走了什么都已经消失在风雨里
一场雨想念你我爱你爱你爱你

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Eleanor Roosevelt:
Since you get more joy out of giving joy to others, you should put a good deal of thought into the happiness that you are able to give.

Helen Keller:
Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it.

Martin Luther King JR:
We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope.

Albert Einstein:
Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.

Voila C'est Tout. Merci.

No title: My 13-19

2006-03-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

Trying v hard to find this book <绝代双骄> but couldn't find it in the library. Sian lor...think going to buy it or what lor. 13march -19 march, what have I been doing. Hmm, training and still training. Running, basic weight-training and swimming. Then still got go for lesson on mediation (Buddhism) though I don't understand most of it. On 18 march, went to Queensway shopping centre to buy soccer boots( Indoor) Look around the whole shopping centre, couldn't find Samba (Adidas) then in the end bought TeleStar In (Adidas) instead. Bought it for 70 bucks, argue damn long for a discount. Then met Kai to go play some street soccer in Toa Payoh, Kai asked some of his friend to join us, then we played with his neighbour there. Not really used to wearing boots to play soccer, feel like handicap playing soccer. Still prefer bare-foot, perhaps I'm more used to playing without anything. Now is 19 march, 12.20pm, looking infront of my clock and thinking what to do for the rest of the holiday. HaizZ....don't know what to do also, lots of problem arise suddenly. These show that how immature of me, the way I handled stuffs are really hopeless. Always end up hurting everyone and myself, really don't know what to do. And I always said, "Time will solve everything." Haiz.....

Things that shldn't be forgotten.....

2006-03-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

Holidays are here....quite a long one so will try to find something to do. These few weeks had helped me remember some important stuffs in life. Some memories that I had forgotten, all the fun and nabei stuffs I had done before. Even trying v hard to remember stuffs in the primary school. Suddenly recalled all the stuffs I did with my NCC platoon mates in the 4 years, my Sec. 1-4 classmates and my buddies outside. Recently, have been catching up with them. If not they approach me, I will have slowly forget them. They trigger and refresh all the events that had happened. Although all of us had become old and change alot, but the memories remind.

ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHT
FOREVER IN MY HEART

11hours in the Camp aden for day 1

2006-03-08T09:07:00.000+08:00

Went to camp aden for 11hrs before I booked out to went home. Reached home around 9pm. The whole camp was kind of sian, each group got only 5 people including the SL. V small group, and the first day activities were boring as well. Ice-breaking session, then a so-called amazing race which is basically walking and walking. Then reached NP, played some poker with Justin wearing his "konoha forehead protecter" before going down for a game of captain ball. Dinner time then I makan also, after makan, booked out of camp with WL. And as for the rest of them, they were going for a night walk.

3.30am: BARCELONA VS CHELSEA
The reason of booking out on 7 march is just to watch soccer match. Barca went through the Round 16 into the quarter final. Barca was impressive the whole game, most the time the ball was at chelsea's half. Ronaldinho was superb in that match, with all his flips and tricks. He had create lots of troubles for the chelsea's defence. Wow, nice match...esp. when Ronaldinho is playing, always expect something special.

Booking in to Camp aden on 9 march again.......

Past........2 days

2006-03-06T10:22:00.000+08:00

What have I been doing recently? Hmmm, received lots of sms from someone I don't really like (not hate)...tell me he/she wants to commit suicide because of broke up with BF/GF. What life become meaningless and I cannot live on anyway. Sound kind of crazy and scary, so I asked whether want to go and watch movie on SAT. (V expensive lor) Watched My girl and I. Why he/she v sad liao still watch this type of movie? Because I want to watch that movie so I don't really care how it will affect later. A v nice and funny movie, perhaps v typical Korean style of movie. Addition, Song Hye Gyo is v chio.

Then went to a closing down country club and have dinner. Since it was closing down, the food there was terrible. They got like only a few items for buffet and the items are nothing special. So I went there and ended up eating cakes and fruits. But must say their cakes were nice.

Sunday, went to what networking session for the MWH. Look abit like the SOKA thing that I went before. Overall, still ok. Then went out with my BRO, went to NTUC and bought drinks and tibits.

And my hair still look like a stone. Arghh....and Champions league night is on for this week. Barcelona VS Chelsea..........prediction: 3-1

(Image from http://www.festivefilms.com/mygirlandi/synopsis.htm)

Holiday

2006-03-04T09:57:00.000+08:00

Finally year 1 of POLY life had ended. Moving towards Year 2, perhaps a better life. I will be pretty busy for awhile. Today, going out. Sunday, going out. Monday, going out. Tuesday to Friday, will be in camp aden. This is the plan for the week and who knows what is waiting for me the following week. Haiz. Think should be meeting or gathering with my MJ friends. Then got dentist appointment.........

My hair is runined, i ruined it myself...OMG....look like a stone. Haha, want to hide also cannot.....sian.

CIP Module Reflection

2006-02-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

This is our FINAL CIP Assignment: Reflections on this Module.
What can I say, this module definitely is enriching and fun though sometime find it kind of weird and retard. As for the syllabus covered, I think it is still ok. Just nice enough for us.
The workshops are definitely the best and important part of this module. MS word, Powerpoint and Macromedia Flash and Dreamweaver; I never know that is so much things to learn for Word and Powerpoint. And as for the Flash and Dreamweaver part are more like a refreshing thing. So I will highly recommend the Workshop stuffs.
PBL 1 & 2; not too hard to tackle on. But I think the marking criteria is kind of weird, it focus more on presentation than on content. Kind of weird.....I think this is the part that is overlook.

Overall, this module is still ok....nothing bad or good about it.

PBL 2 Review

2006-02-15T18:24:00.000+08:00

Wednesday:

Reached school by 12pm, Seng Soon and Woei Luen was already there. We arranged to meet earlier before going up together for the review session. Around 12.45pm, Everyone was here and we make our way up to the class room. And today, we were early....our tutor wasn't in the class room yet. So we waited for him to come, and no long he arrived and we started our review session. The Q&A session was like a discussion session about some questions. In the end, he told us we did quite good, got effort and so he gave us an A again!!! Haizzz....what can we asked for....he also said we got poor time management.

Forming of this team is tough and full of obstacles. After forming, lots of problems as well. The end of everything, we got an A. What else can we asked for, a better grade? Perhaps. Who doesn't want a better grade.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci.

Journey to completion of PBL2

2006-02-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

How this PBL 2 was solve? This will be the topic for today's posting. Can't remember when this PBL was given to us. Trying v hard to recap this tough journey to completion of PBL 2. Hmmm....firstly, we met up at a place, sat down and talked about it. Then identify the problems and approaches we want to take. In the end, we split into 3 groups among our GROUP.
Myself and Seng Soon will search the internet for solutions. Kai Yu and Woei Luen will search the "Human part" (Phonecalls or Shop etc.). Mabia and Carolyn will search the Books. In short or simple, we wanna tried to solve the problems through these resources ;Internet, Human and Books. But of course it was isn't easy for the HUMAN & Books groups cause it happened like near Chinese New Year, so it may be abit harder for them. Anyway, they sailed pass it and this PBL is over. Well Done guys. Of course, before even coming up with this strategy. We had some informations and solutions to the problems but to assure our answers were accurate; this strategy was introduced and used.
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"Keep your face in the sunshine, and you can never see the shadow."
Helen Keller

CIP Day 1: The New Season

2006-02-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

This will be the summary for the CIP thing from 2005 to 2006. Everything is coming to a close soon. As for CIP, PBL 1 got the grade......Common test also got the grade. Didn't do that bad for this module. Phew. I must say this module is weird and boring. Why did they want to test on theory on how to apply computer skills? It is crazy.

PBL2: Wednesday 8 Feb 2006 ; 1.10pm
The presentation was over. Didn't do very well for the presentation, was a very sad and disappointing thing. I think my presentation for Qn 4 & 5 sux like hell. Got many screws inside my mouth and.....f**k it la. We didn't complete presenting all our slides, we didn't have enough time. We spent 20min 56 sec and then our tutor requested us to stop. Really a sad case, but I think we did our best and we can blame no one expect our poor time management. Hope we can get our A....haiz..

NTH

2006-02-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

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NTH to post....but also got nth to do....then this is thing up there caught my eyes.....so...put it here

No sch.....

2006-02-02T09:20:00.000+08:00

When you are waiting for something, it seems forever.......when it arrived, you are happy......but when it doesn't reached........will you continue to wait?

Feb is here at last, doesn't seem to have much things to do expect VALENTINE. Got nice and interesting games to play, hope everything goes according to plan. Can only do it once a year, if you miss it this year.....you have got to wait for the next year. And of course, tomorrow.....for S&W.....i got a very interesting and important task. No matter what, I must succeed the task.

Yesterday, went to Toa Payoh to eat. The 5 of us took 154 and changed 143 to reach. Don't remember what time we reached la.....kept talking about the nice chicken rice.....then Woei Luen cannot eat so decided not to go the chicken rice. Then in the end settled down for "Banquet" The foods there were pretty okie...nothing special. Chat lots of crazy stuffs......then we went back home. On our way back, WL saw EC House....then he said he want to cut hair....then Justin, Seng soon and me waited for him outside the shop. (Then I was hoping to see my god-sis in Toa Payoh but didn't saw her la.)

Friend brighten up your day and make you forget sad stuffs for awhile but once you are alone, you will think about it again. All of a sudden, I realised it..........

CNY break is Over....

2006-01-31T20:20:00.000+08:00

The CNY break is over....goin' back to school again! Hmm....today is Tuesday. 31 Jan 2006. Our house is pretty busy as lots of relatives and friends were here. They just went off cause they helped us to drive my Brother back to Camp.

A very tiring day, they arrived since 12pm and they just kept coming and all left together. As for gambling part for today, I earned $10 only. Much better than the previous 2 days which I lost a total of $5....in the end only earned $5...sianZZzzz.

Goin' back to school isn't a bad thing afterall......not because can see friends again. Is because there is something waiting for me to play in school. I think a few of you guys should know what will happened for the next month.

Saw my cousins, nephew and niece......age ranging from 2 - 40 years old. All of them look good and fine, esp. this year lots of them are in the ARMY. For this chinese new year the most popular topic is ARMY, which they will talk about the foods and training.

As for Hong Bao....not much lorzzz....cause our step-grandmother passed away....and according to chinese tradition, not allowed to celebrate. So cannot give Hong bao, therefore i didn't collect lots of them this year. Pretty sad thing for this chinese new year.

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE

2006-01-28T13:06:00.001+08:00

I felt lonely once you left
Silently we passed each other as we wander around

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Haha, today is the eve of chinese new year. Back with my second posting since I don't have anything to do. I just came back from all the praying stuffs, planned to go in the end decided to cancel it. Chinese New Year is much different from previous year, many things had changed and happened. Lets hope everything will be better.

Back with my postings...

2006-01-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm...the worst week for poly is over. The week which I had Presentation for OB on Tuesday, Bstats test on Wednesday, Ocom test on Thursday and Presentation for CATs on Friday. A busy week is over and here come Chinese New Year.....All rightzzz!!!!
Miss the e-learning thing for economics. (shit, totally forgot abt it...just done it) Hope that Remy guy will closed 1 eye and be kind for my late submission.

Did lots of crazy stuffs for this week as well. Haha....just for some fun in poly. NP is really boring le....everyday always the same..nothing special happened. Not fun 1 lor...prefer the old times where everyday is so fun and exciting.

Here got something v interesting: A video for my CATs presentation (Starring some from TB31)
Click here to download the video (Only here till nxt Fri 3 Feb 2006)

THE draw for EURO 2008: EURO 2008 draw

2006-01-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

Violence!!!!!

2006-01-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm..watched Green Street Hooligans AKA Football Hooligans here in Singapore. A pretty nice movie, a typical gangster movie talking about 'Brothers'. The movie got lots of blood and violent though not as much as another movie called The History of Violence. Don't recommend kids or "pure and clean adults" to go watch this Hooligans show. It is aboslutely crap...just got lots of F word coming out from their mouth. Every single word they said will most likely have the F word. Whoever got a pervert mind up there should go watched SAW 2, History of Violence and this Hooligans show. These 3 movies are definitely hardcore enough, you will see lots of blood and people dying. Anyway, this blog will most likely be closing down for awhile(Most prob.) I'm tired and confused of life( Not suicide) so perhaps I won't be posting anymore.

Going sightseeing...........

Serve your head

2006-01-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

Been doing microeconomic tutorial......thinking about the test result. I think I'm dead for that test, couldn't think of the bright side at all. Good things seldom happen for me. However, what can I do now.....been telling myself not to think about it and just let it go. Stupid brain I have up there, why can't I stop thinking about it........

Serve whatever place.....I think BA really like to serve around the world huh. Why don't they serve in Singapore first before thinking of going out of this Small island. My opinion la: This serving thing is like a holiday or outing for the students and teachers. What can we Singaporean kids do there anyway, we are all spoilt kids. We seldom went through any hardships in life expect for studying. We lived in apartments or even better, we can got water, electricity, everything easily. I think if we are really going there to serve then we must serve with a " " mentality. Of course, going there will surely give us a new lesson but will we remember it?

Soccer +++

2006-01-15T09:28:00.000+08:00

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of endless love
tell me why please tell me forever and ever

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Watched Man City VS Man U match last night. Terrible and devasting night for the Red Devils. 2 goals from City and no reply from the United at the end of first half. Mistakes again from the defence, although Fergie signed a new defender, the defence is still full of errors. The midfield totally doesn't have any creativity and clues in attacking. Fergie is definitely losing his magic powers....no more miracle from him. The most shocking thing in the match must be the red card for Ronaldo....sent off pretty early in the second half, causing the losing Red Devils to have 1 man down. 11 against 10 plus 2 goals behind......in the end, Man U still bag in a goal and so as City. End of match: 3-1. Crazy Arsenal hit Boros so Hard....7-0....you don't see this results this often in the EPL. Newcastle continues with their losing streak while Liverpool continues with their unbeaten streak.....and hopefully Chelsea can continues with their winning streak tonight.

Nth to post

2006-01-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

It can't be, it probably isn't, that's what I believed~ um
There's no way that I could love you~ um
It's just jealousy, I must be lonely
I tried fooling myself, but I can't hide it any longer
I Think I Love You~
It must be true
Cause I Miss You~
Whenever you're not here
I can't do anything
I keep thinking of you
Seeing what's happening,
I`m Falling For You~
I didn't know, Now I Need You~
Sometime, in the depths of my heart
I can see that you've taken root in my soul~

Taken from a korean Song. This is the translation of it. I find it pretty nice so just post it here, maybe some of you will know this song.

Hmm...yesterday I did something which I think I did correct. Finally, I face my own problems and sort them out for the first time. Have been running away from problems, don't know why suddenly i decided to face it. Perhaps it is time I face it, solved 2 of them.....still got 2 more very important persons that I think I need to talk to. Wait for me......

End of Common test for awhile....!!!!

2006-01-12T07:42:00.000+08:00

"I have to forget you even if I have to force myself or I won't be able to face the rest of my own journey. As the train starts to move away from the platform, you become small."

Hmm...common test 1 come to a end for a while. Common test 2 should be coming soon. The CIP test was like crap, but the place we sat was pretty good for " ."
Rain and rain.....has been raining for days. Everyday is a wet day. Look at the time now.....just woke up...going to NP soon for Bstats tutorial. Didn't complete the tutorial, it was pretty hard for me to understand that Chapter.

Voila C'est Tout.

"Dead" "aLive!!!" "Life !!!"

2006-01-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Live your life!!! How to tell if someone is alive? Does someone without dreams, hope and future consider alive? Even if a person does have a dream but didn't have the courage fulfill it, does he/she consider alive? A person who does not hope for anything in life, he/she consider alive? What if a person without a future? How should people live their lives? Live for their own or for someone else? Why do some people live for someone else? Some live for the sake of the dead? Some live for the sake of the living? Some live for the sake of what? Read, asked and saw many things for the past 17 years, still cannot figure out what I want in Life and what is the true definition of life. Don't know why but I fear of..........

Back to Poly....Tml

2006-01-08T18:54:00.000+08:00

The 2 weeks break and common test week are over but we still got CIP test on Wednesday.
First lesson on 2006 will be starting soon, still haven't figure out what I want in the future and life. Haha....many things had happened during the 2 weeks break and common test week. Received many SMS yet I never reply back to many. Don't know what is wrong with my brain, maybe something is wrong with it.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour and Salut.

Soccer NiteZ: Crazy fixtures continues....

2006-01-03T09:58:00.000+08:00

EPL, the world most crazy league. It does not give the players any christmas or new year break. They played on Christmas eve, after Christmas, New Year Eve and after New Year. It is really crazy, we don't see Spain, Italy or Germany doing that but only England. However, it keep us entertain for the festive week. Last night, watched West Ham VS Chelsea and Bolton VS Liverpool.

As for Chelsea, it was a expected win. I don't think anyone expect Chelsea to lose expect for West Ham and its Fans. Chelsea should be ending the season with the title again, no doubt about it. Man U must win the match against Arsenal tonight or else the gap between Chelsea and Man U will be 14 pts.
Read more on the match; visit Soccernet.

Bolton VS Liverpool: 2-2 at the Reebok stadium. Bolton ended Liverpool 10 winning game streak. A funny and unusual starting line-up by Liverpool maybe the cause of it drawing with Bolton. 3 important midfield players in Liverpool: Gerrard, Alonso, Luis Garcia.( My opinion)

More Matches tonight.........

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour & Salut.

New background in 2006

2006-01-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm....got a new background for 2006; World Cup 2006. (Look kind of cool.) No more Final Fantasy background anymore from 2006 onwards. I'm not pretty sure this blog will last for how long but I think it will pretty much last till mid 2006 before I stop updating it.

Have been watching soccer but stop kicking it myself for awhile. Maybe tomorrow I will post about EPL matches air tonight. However one thing I must said, Wow. Man Utd revived all of a sudden. Superb game on New Year Eve. Haha....back to my study on Economics.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour & Salut.

New Year: 2006

2006-01-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeee!!!! 2006 is here....New Year with a New post here.
This blog may get a new look in 2006, if I have the time, I will change everything here. New Year is here so a fresh new life in 2006. So everyone got to put away all the past and start fresh again.
New year resolution.....hmmm....doesn't have any. Haha, why do I need such stuffs....

Wish everyone Happy new Year and good luck for the tests.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour& Salut.

CIP Day 5: Individual Assignment

2005-12-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

Okie...today is wednesday. So it is CIP Day again. How come even during study break still got CIP Day? Haha, because it happens that we got assignment and test for it. Okie, for this study break, CIP module had 2 things we need to prepare, both equally important; which are the Dreamweaver assignment and Common test.

For the dreamweaver assignment, Hmm....I have completed it this morning. Basically my website is little bit odd in terms of the layout and design. I don't have interesting backgrounds just purely white in colour with 3 pop-up menu, banners, sounds, pictures and text. Pretty simple. Hope that I'm able to score well. For this assignment, it is kind of fun and enriching as I'm able to learn and refresh some things I've learnt long ago.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour and Salut.

Samba.....Ginga...The soul of Brasilian

2005-12-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

Nike.com
Visit nike.com to watch the the video.

This video was written on the straits times, this video was even air on Channel 5 last Sunday.
Those missed the amazing video can download it from nike.com. It is actually a documentary on Brasilian , on why their soccer/football is so amazing. This 1hour or less video shows 7 different person, including stars like Robinho, Falcao and many young talents. Football/soccer fans and brasil fans will definitely like it. 4 more days to Christmas.

Voila C'est Tout.
Meric. Bonjour & Salut.

Break....

2005-12-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Soccer night on Sat. and Sun. The match on Aston Villa VS Man. U, didn't watch the full match only watch first half. In the end, Man. U won by 2-0. Watched Arsenal VS Chelsea, wow....chelsea is superb. Especially, their Wingers; Robben and Joe Cole. It is nice to watch Chelsea & Barca Match, two amazing teams. Anyway, they are going to meet again in the Europe.

Christmas is near, just around the corner. So, i think we should be happy and forget all the sad stuffs and start anew. After christmas is new Year, so life will be better.

Hmm...how come my tagbox got people remind me of outing!!!! Am I really that forgetful or something else. Don't have to do such thing. I will be there, don't worry....cause i paid liao. Haha....Thanks anyway for the reminder.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour and Salut.

Soccer nights for today....

2005-12-17T11:18:00.000+08:00

The Champions League Draw for the last 16 teams is out. Click here to see the draw.

Okie, today asked to go back to school. Hmm, what human domino!!! We will asked to sit with our legs opened out...wow. Of course, I was there for awhile but the weather was pretty hot so decided to go for a drink. Everything was over when i decided to come back and join in the domino, somehow i miss everything. So Sad.( HAHA) My class TB31....didn't see many appeared for this event just a few of us. Don't know what the rest doing la, most probably cannot wake up or overseas. Most crazy and cool thing is when i arrived at the school gate or even at the bus stop at clementi, there are the army of blues. The bus stop was flooded with blue shirts. Everyone is in the Blue shirt. Like going what big event sia, it is really nice.

Next year is definitely a good year, with all the soccer matches waiting for us. Firstly, the champions league then the world cup. Nothing is much better than soccer matches everyday. Most probably will cause me to lose some sleeping hours and some lesson.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour& Salut.

Friday....the start to 2 weeks break and New Year

2005-12-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day for us. We are going to have a 2 weeks study break, BS year 1 students have only 2 papers to study for. M. Economics and CIP. It is rather funny and awkward to test for CIP la, the test question will be asking for answers that are not useful in any our life. It is like studying for the sake of the grades. I don't know what is wrong with the education system here, everything is looking for grades, so what if you got best or top, the most important thing is whether the person knows how to use the knowledge and skills and not write it down again. Our education system is basically creating photocopying machines and parrots.

Nevermind about it. Today for S&W, learnt something easily. Backhand. It is much easy that the forehand lor. Didn't get the ball flying out too many times. Nicest backhand for today is definitely the one that almost hit the instructor. Nicest backhand for SS is the ball that hit someone's head.
Tomorrow still need to go back to school for the human domino thing, 8am must reach. What is this, so early.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour& Salut

CIP Day 4: Review

2005-12-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Wednesday again which mean it is CIP posting again. Today no workshop for CIP but got lecture and assignments la. Macromedia Assignment which weight around 10% of our overall marks. Okie....talk about the more important thing first, today is the review of our PBL 1 and the presentation. Our team was ask to go back at 3.10pm, we arrived early and saw a crazy person dancing and singing away. Glenn choo was crazy, he came out and was in superb mood. Cause he got AD for the PBL 1, no wonder he was so happy and he was crazily taking photos of his group.
Waited for awhile and then it was our turn. 5 out 6 members turn out for the review, sat down infront of the tutor, Leong KK. Told us about the common test and the importance of exam. Finally, he told us that we got A for our PBL. We didn't get AD because of our presentation, he said that the selection criteria was Xtra, no need spend so much time on it. Hmm, should we be happy or sad or angry or disappointed. Who knows. Anyway, hope our ultimate transformer can do better for PBL 2 and get AD for it.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour & Salut.

Today....: Tuesday

2005-12-13T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm...don't know what to write so haven't been posting recently. Today also don't have any idea what to blog, just felt that I did something wrong on Saturday. Felt that the situation cannot turn back...don't know what to do....but life has to go on. So hopefully, the whole situation can turn around and let it be back to normal again. Anyway christmas is coming soon, in about 12 days time....getting presents for people again but this year don't have to buy many gifts....I think I just need 2 gifts this year. Thats a gd news, I can save up......

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour& Salut.

The WorldCup 2006 Draw

2005-12-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

WorldCup Fixture
The link up there are the fixture for the group stage.

Today, went back to NP for the rehearsal for the Ocom presentation on Monday. Everything was pretty fine, jokes and laughters were always there. Don't why also. Today is say to be a very important day for countries participating in the World Cup 2006, Coach of each country and perhaps people of each country. Today is the World Cup 2006 Draw in Germany. Oh well, Singapore didn't qualify but somehow the young lions want to qualify by year 2010 which is the next World Cup. Anyway, World Cup is still 1 month or less away from now. Tonight is definitely Soccer night again.

EPL matches!!! Not that I'm a EPL crazy fans or what. It just happened that EPL matches aren't too late and I got the channel. I want to watch Serie A and La Liga but Serie A isn't shown in Singapore and La Liga is always damn late.

Tonight, I'm going to watch Chelsea VS Wigan. Hope it is nice to watch. Playing Football Manager 2006 while typing this Post. Hmm, whoever wants the game can ask from me. Provided you have 1GB of space first, cause mine is illegal.

Voila C'est Tout.
Merci. Bonjour & Salut.